From dawn to dusk
well its out since last night...i.e told her(u might be reading this as well..hehe)..im glad it wasnt like last time when i couldn't talk to the person properly till this semester..i still havnt finished listening to November rain-roughly 32 times now..i thought of a poem as i was walking back from CE(christian endevor which is like a christian thingy of the school)
Untitled for now
A stranger walks down a bleak mundane road
He walks it everyday
He seems tonight though too distant-more than the usual way
He does not care as a car breaks and hits so fast
Just another step more and he knows he would not last
The wanderer with his covered hood-smirks and walks apart
'I have lost to much tonight he states
But where do i start?
I can tell you i feel like a dancing dervish
Spinning around-memories so fast fade away
And i never wanna touch the ground regardless of what they say
TO every breath of life comes pain
And the Gods,GOddesses or God throws us like dice
And to Fate i only prayed,that within all my sorrow, only love would suffice"
The stranger was not the person anyone could recognize him to be
That stranger though is sorrows
Was just a reflection in an empty well of me
The stranger separtes continuing down that lonely street
Pleading
I sit and write another poem to a legacy i only wished existed but never will
'November Rain' plays and i know it is soon to come
Till every word sung I can follow andsing
I hear my fists cry,beg and plead ' no more' but i continue hitting
My heart slowly stops- I gasp for tears
My body says-'I can't cry anymore- I am dry"
But i dont stop-I dont care-I've lost too much
I've just reached an inversed high
Pleading i wrote day before..i just finished it yesterday...
Here is a lyrics to a song i love..andrea only knows how much..
Sometimes Love Just Ain't Enough by Patty Smyth
I don't wanna lose you,
But I don't wanna use you
Just to have sombody by my side.
And I don't wanna hate you
I don't wanna take you
But I don't wanna be the one to cry.
And I don't really matter
To anyone, anymore.
But like a fool I keep losing my place
And I keep seeing you walk through that door.
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough.
Now I could never change you
I don't wanna blame you
Baby you don't have to take the fall.
Yes I may have hurt you
But I did not desert you
Maybe I just want to have it all.
It makes a sound like thunder
It makes me feel like rain.
And like a fool who will never see the truth
I keep thinking something's gonna change.
But there's a danger in loving somebody too much
And it's sad when you know it's your heart you can't trust.
There's a reason why people don't stay where they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough.
And there's no way home
When it's late at night and you're all alone.
Are there things that you wanted to say?
Do you feel me beside you in your bed?
There beside you where I used to lay.
And there's a Danger in Loving somebody too much
And it's sad when you know it's your heart they can't touch.
There's a reason why people don't stay who they are
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough
Baby sometimes love just ain't enough
Shehz
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